Trip To The Beach -Thoughts I will Never Forget

I walked alone on the quiet, deserted beach
Everyone went home from the party
As I listened to the wispering wind,
And the sizzleing sand
I began to think
Does anything matter anymore?
Is love suposed to feel like this?
Thinking back to when we used to drown each other with emotion,
Looking in to each other's eyes like we wouldn't see each other again.
Wishing forever didnt end soo soon.
The thousands of tears I have cried for you just seem to want to multipy.
Did you know you would have this effect on me?
Why did my whole life change when I met you?
So many questions pop in to my head
Each one saying to me that you will never find out their answers.
Thinking of those long summer days when you came over
Living a whole different life
Living like the only thing I ever wanted to do was be with you.
All I could think about was us together
When someone said your name, I would smile
I would smile as if I were a little kid seeing Mickey Mouse in person
People ask why
Why do you like him, he is so gross, he's so wierd, he's not for you
"I dont know" I say its a feeling
It's a feeling I cant hide anymore.
I'm done hiding, I cant take it anymore
So here it is, those 3 words that mean the world to me
I Love You
And always will.